I'm not supposed to know

I sit here tired, but not tired enough to go to bed. Many questions surface in my mind that are of recent happenings. I am not sure that to make of these question, only to realize that I am not in control, but am here to obey the call when it comes. Questions, usually a sign of worry or lack of faith in the Almighty. But as the quietness is around me with only minor hums, one of which being the gentle melody of Chris Tomlin, I have peace that all is going to work out for the good and someone does know what will come and that someone will allow me to understand their workings when they see that I am ready to receive them.